Life In The Clouds


||Jasmine||14||
I’m nothing you’d expect from first glance. What’s on the surface will give you but only a few answers; it will not explain all that there is to know, not with me.
I find it necessary that every person I come across know my entire story so I tend to be very straight forward about who I am and what it is that I’m about but on occasion bad vibes may cause me to put up my guard.
I don’t give my whole self to everyone, and it’s very rare when I do, so when I do, please accept it.
I’m deep and passionate and I speak from my heart rather than from the back of my throat.
I’m optimistic, which is a quality of mine that generally allows me to, 95% of the time be completely, fully, and utterly happy and satisfied.
I’m compassionate and my love is strong, it’s not easily ended. Forever is not just a figure of speech to me.
I’ll fight for you if I really care.
I’m strong-minded, and I'll say what I feel like I need to say regardless of what role you play in my life.
I don't like being told what to do and when to do it, but I do take advice, although it's only from a limited amount of people.
My beliefs are far beyond what you’d expect to hear from most kids my age.
I’m short, no need to tell me cause I already know, but I refuse to let that determine what I’m capable of.
I’m wise-beyond my years but maturity isn’t a task I always have on my schedule.
I’m never one way or another about anything. If I choose I often feel like I’m missing out on something.
I’ve got soul and really thats all I want to offer you. I don’t rely on what I see in the mirror to set my place in this world. I want the hard to get beauty, the sort that comes from within.
I will not judge you based on what you’ve done and where you’ve been as long as the same goes for you with me.
I’ll never be everything you’ve ever wanted, but then again…I’ll never try to be. I am what I want to be and if you can’t accept that then I don’t need you in my life anyway.
As far as I know “Perfect Timing” does not exist, I create my own timing and I will push it around if I have to. I say what’s on my mind WHEN it’s on my mind.
Music is my heartbeat, performing and entertaining, my body and soul, and God, family and friends are my brain, and they’re what keep me alive.
I have big plans for myself. In my lifetime I hope to accomplish more than just getting in bed with a man, allowing intoxicating chemicals to pass my lips, or trying to fit into yours or anybody else's mold. Typical will never be the word you will use to describe me, I won’t allow it to be.
Distractions are the last thing I’m looking for, with all that I have planned I have no time for your drama, immaturity, and foolishness so save it.
I want to see things, go places, meet people, experience “too good to be true” moments more frequently, and feel every emotion that there is to feel, but right now I’m stuck in neutral and all I really need is just a little push, shove me.
I like challenges, I'm always trying to exceed my reach.
I enjoy being busy. I want to be hard to keep up with but I still want you to run breathlessly to at least try to, I promise I won’t let you get too far behind. No matter how much I like to make it seem like I don’t need anyone to keep me standing up right I really do, everyone does.
I have a strong need to be that somebody that nobody in your life ever was.
I want to make an impact on your life and I don’t want you to forget me.
I wish to be what makes you happy when nobody else can and when you smile I hope it’s because you saw me.
I live to one day see what it feels like to be alive, don’t kill me.
I’m curious, explore the world with me.
I’m loud so don’t ever choose to silently sing to yourself when you’re with me. Scream with me, loud, at the top of your lungs.
I have a lot to say, listen to me and I'll listen to you.

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23rd November 2009

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You'll probably think I'm crazy, and you probably won't believe me

ventisette:

but I’m happy being single. I’m not lonely, I’m not depressed. I’m genuinely happy.

A girl here asked me the other day if I had a boyfriend and when I told her no and she asked for a reply I simple told her, “I don’t need one, I like being single.” This was returned with a blank stare and then a laugh, “I don’t believe you, you lie” she said shaking her head.

But what is so unbelievable about that? Why does everyone feel this pressure to pair up? Why is there this notion that you can’t be happy on your own. There are so many things to enjoy in life, so many people to meet and make friends with. I don’t need a boyfriend, I honestly don’t. And I’m not at all lonely. Why do we live in a world where no one can believe me when I say that?

What they say isn’t all true, you don’t need another person to make you complete. Screw that and embrace the joys of the world.

All of the people and I don’t know why I can’t keep my eyes off of you…
— Lifehouse; You and Me

11th November 2009

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Part of me is afraid to get close to people because I'm afraid they're going to leave.

seechelci:

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listening to "The Script - Before The Worst" →

Whatever happened to us? I miss you… “Let’s take it back before it all went wrong.”

You’re not alive unless you’re living.

8th November 2009

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I need to stop comparing everyone to you...

I'm not from here, I'm from a fantasy world and your realistic ways are foreign to me.

1st November 2009

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ventisette:

Sometimes it’s good to be that fish. Sometimes it’s hard. Sometimes it’s freeing. Sometimes it’s lonely. Sometimes you want to just turn around and join the rest. Don’t do that. Keep swimming in your own direction. Be yourself.

You have no idea how much this means to me, especially right now; thank you. :)

ventisette:

Sometimes it’s good to be that fish. Sometimes it’s hard. Sometimes it’s freeing. Sometimes it’s lonely. Sometimes you want to just turn around and join the rest. Don’t do that. Keep swimming in your own direction. Be yourself.

You have no idea how much this means to me, especially right now; thank you. :)

28th October 2009

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